Friday, April 16, 2010 2:37 PM
I should be saying "thank God it's Friday!" cause it's our family bonding day, but I don't feel like saying it..
First of all, I woke up late and my parents scolded me for that. Second, we didn't go shopping! And lastly, my boyfriend posted this message to my profile "psst. lalng.missyou. :P *hug* labyou." Instead of being happy because he remembered me, I was like "Ano yun lang???" Well I understand he fact that he couldn't text me cause he's load-less. I just don't know why he was so...so...not acting like a real boyfriend. It's hard for me to make adjustments cause we're currently in a long distance relationship. think the spark's gone. Not totally gone but, disappearing. This feeling that I have for him is not that strong anymore. I already said that to him, but I don't he took that seriously. This feeling is really disappearing? HELLO? Do something? I don't wanna be mean pero it's true. I still like you but you're giving me reasons to give up. Even my friends say that maybe we're just not meant for each other. Well, not eactly those words, but that's still their point. I don't want to hurt you but if it's the only option I have, then I'll take it. I don't know if he feels the same way too. It's cause he's not that open to me, he doesn't share his feeling to me. He prefers to share it to his friends, even my bestfriends? I know I deserve to be happy too, everybody does :( But why do I feel that I'm being left out? Everyone's enjoying their summer vacation, but I'm stuck here blogging about my feelings. I just don't feel you anymore..Im sorry.Labels: friday, unlucky day
