Thursday, April 15, 2010 6:19 AM
Have you ever been to a situation where you need to choose between two of your friends?
Well, unfortunately I'm in this kind of situation already. I'm currently SUFFERING from this consequence. Hayyyyyy
So here's the story
B1 - My bestfriend, B2 - other bestfriend
(NOW)
I know that there's something fishy going on between them, it's because I'm their bestfreind and I can tell whether something's happening in a "strange" kind of way.
(THEN)
One day, B1 called me and said she's having a hard time in forgetting B2. She doesn't want B2 to avoid her just because she confessed her feelings to B2? So I said "just get over it, you have to accept the possibility that B2 might feel awkward about it. " I even told B1 to "not have communication" with B2. She agreed. All this time I thought that she was following my advice? But NOOO-HOOO. After a week of not having INTERNET nor TELEPHONE, I was clueless of what's going on already. I haven't spoken to the both of them ever since the internet was cut. The internet only came back this Sunday (I think). So I logged in to Facebook with an excited feeling (Yaaaaaaay) but all of a sudden, my excited feeling changed into rage, no just kidding. HAHA. Rage is an awfully powerful word. I think I just felt shocked and a little anger. ( just a little :) ) I saw B1's posts being liked by B2, and the other way around? I also think they still chat in Y!M. So I was like "whaaaaat?? but i thought?? she said??" Yes, I was like going crazy and nobody was there to help :| I can't share this problem of mine to other people cause B1 wouldn't trust her secrets to me anymore. I don't know what to do now! They're both in the Phils. and I'm stuck here in the oh so lovely Jeddah. How fun, right? Uhhhhhhh. I hate this feeling. Now, both of my bestfriends don't talk to me. I really don't know how to talk to my own bestfriends. Can somebody please help me :(
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