Saturday, April 17, 2010 7:57 PM
Uhhh. I just want all this depression to go awaaaaaaaaaay. I just can't put into words what I really feel right now! :-( I sent this message to my bestfriend hoping that she'll understand me..
"*****!! Di na talaga kita matiis!! Kase ganto yun, naicip ko di mo na ako pinapansin kase nagiging close ka ulit kay *** eh Tapos sabi mo pa noon, lalayuan mo na siya. Eh after 1 week nakita ko nagpapancnan pa kayo sa Fb. Alam mo naman ako! Ang dakilang stalker!! I'm so sorry talaga. I didn't mean to avoid you. I just wanted you to notice na nagtatampo ako eh :-( Pero di ko inaakala na magtatagal to ha! So I'm ending my kadramahan na :-((( Miss na miss na miss na kita eh. GRABE. AS IN MISS NA MISS. :( ** KOOOOOOHHHHHHHH! I'm sorry for being so selfish..and childish!! Ayokong pareho na ayo ni *** yung di pumapansin sakin! Alam mo bang umalis yun ng di manlang nagtetext o ano. As in WALA talaga! Tapos naalala ko pa yung mga usapan nyo dati na magkikita kayo jan sa Pinas, and that made me jealous! Napakaclose din namin nun noon pero kung kelan umalis na cya dun pa kami nagka-ilangan..Alam mo yun :( Alam ko napaka-wrong tyming nito kasi alam ko nageenjoy ka jan! Haha! pero nadedepress lang talaga ako! Nakakabuang lang kasi eh. Ayun lang, sana wala magbago sa friendship nten! I don't want us to end up like what happened samin ni Meg (kahit iba yung sitwasyon nmin) I loveloveloveloveloveloveloveloveloveloveloveeeeeeeyyyyyyy you so much!!! :-( "
I sound so desperate right? Well, it's cause I really am. Mahal ko talaga bestfriend ko eh.
